(Last Updated On: May 16, 2017)
Gratitude is today’s Capture Your Grief
prompt. I am glad this is one of the topics for the project. It really hits home for me. While I have gone through so many emotions after losing Faith, one that has actually surprised me is a feeling a gratitude.
While there are a lot of things I am grateful for, I will focus this post on a few of them, for the sake of time.
First, I am grateful to be alive on this earth. While I am sure I felt this gratitude before, there is something about being told you would have died if you weren’t in the hospital, that makes you pretty thankful that you are alive.
I am also thankful for my wonderful husband, family, and friends. I would not be where I am today if it were not for all of them. So many people have supported and loved us through our loss and I thank God for all of them.
I now have so much gratitude for the “little” things in life. This morning, I saw the sun coming up from one of our favorite parks and took a few pictures. At that moment, I was grateful for the cup of Starbucks in my hand and being able to watch the sunrise from the beautiful park.
Finally, for time’s sake, I will discuss how grateful I am to be Faith’s mommy. No one can take away the time she and I shared as she grew in my womb. She is mine and I am hers. Regardless of anything that has happened, I am her mommy. She will live forever and I wouldn’t change that for anything. I am grateful that we have her hand prints and foot prints. I am grateful for the time we were able to spend with her at the hospital. I am grateful that we have a lot of good pictures of her and us from the day she was born. I am grateful for the pictures we took of all of us at the funeral home.
Faith is and will forever be my baby girl…for that…I am grateful.