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A Faith-Shaped Hole in My Heart
Faith-Shaped Hole This post may contain affiliate links. Please read my Disclosure for more information. I will always have a Faith-Shaped hole in my heart. For those of you who have lost a child(ren), you know what I mean. For those of you who haven’t, please allow me to explain. Earlier this evening, my husband, our daughter Joy, and I were hanging out in the bedroom watching a Christmas movie. We talked about Faith and how she would be laying right next to Joy in the bed with us if she were here. It was a very difficult moment for both of us. I know we will always have a…
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An Empty Chair
As I walk through the house, I look at the table and chairs and can’t help but think that there will forever be an empty chair at this table. No matter what family visits or if we are blessed to have a sibling for Faith, her chair will remain empty. I am reminded again of the article I recently read regarding cells from babies being found in the brain/body of their mother. This gives me a better understanding of true love. What I mean by this is that there is truly a piece of me that is gone. A common saying “I miss you”, when translated into French, means “You…
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No Words
Today has been kind of a down day for me. I don’t really know how to explain it except that there are no words. It hasn’t been a terrible day, but it hasn’t been a great day either. I am just now getting ready to get in the shower and “get ready” and it is almost 3:00 in the afternoon. I have really thought of Faith most of the day today. It is strange to me that it has been over 3 months now since she left us. It seems like just yesterday. Well, since I don’t really know what else to say today, I will just go for this…
